1) Xu Ru Yun - Zhi Shuo Gei Ni Ting
2) He Yao Shan - Ni De Jian Bang
3) Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All
4) Huang Yi Fei - Ji Pa Ban
5) Chen Si An - Ai Dao Cai Zhi Tong
6) Zhou Hui - Ji Mo Chen Shi
7) Zhou Hui - Ti Wen
8) Ronan Keating Feat. LeAnn Rimes - Last Thing On My Mind
9) Pet Shop Boys - I Get Along
10) Wen Lan - Lan Se Yu
11) Dai Pei Ni - Di Shi Wu Ge Er Dong
12) Saya - Xiang Nian Ni De Ge
13) SHE - Ring Ring Ring
14) The All-American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret
15) Lara Fabian - No Big Deal
16) Oasis - Let There Be Love
17) Fan Wei Qi - Hei Bai Pei
18) Loveholic - Chara De Sen Lin
19) Fort Minor - Believe Me
20) Alanis Morisette - Everything

This is my favourite top 20 this week haha... The 1st song i would like to dedicate to someone haha... or rather, i would like to sing to her lol...

Alot of things to say, but somehow i dunno where to start from lol..

Yesterday was simply a day of tragic lol... Tragedy happens one after another lol... I think i better kip my big mouth shut at tyms when people are studying for their quizzes... haha.. i suppose people might think that this stupid hanqun is so damn noisy.. he want to fail he can fail all he wants, dont come and bother and irritate people and make people fail with him.. haha... how sad it would be if there is someone who will think of that... i will apologise of course, since i am having such a big mouth that irritate others. Dont worry, i wont be there to irritate you guys further. When there is a test or quiz, i will make myself disappear without the need to listen to harsh comments like 'shi~~~' or ' you're noisy leh...' etc haha...

I am trying to kip my mind free from this type of mindset - My presence is considered being an irritant. However, the incident yesterdae completely bring this mindset back. And of course, it filled my whole entire brain with things like 'hanqun, get yourself away from them' etc... its true, i am noisy... i am irritating... i am a nuisance... no choice, thats wad i am... so i will just simply get myself disappeared... my mouth just cant stop toking or moving, like some people might say. so the best way to create a noise-free enviroment will be - create a hanqun-free enviroment, or simply use hanquncides... kill me, for my heart is already dead...

I am useless in everything... even in entertaining my frens... i noe i do in at the wrong time, so i shld expect harsh words and comments... my life is useless now, as my role being an entertainer has being taken off from my frens' heart... now i am being tagged as a nuisance.

What goes around comes around, and i am suffering from my retribution now haha... frankly speaking i am not upset by the fact that i wont do well in the test yesterdae, is that all the actions and words that my fren did and sae... anywae, i haf no rights to be upset... all these are brought upon by me. i am the one that created it in fact... its alright... swallowing such sadness should be as easy as swallowing a panadol, how i wish...

Think i kip on scaring ppl haha... sorry kerensa... i scared you off before we take the AIMM quiz. The more i am typing now, the more i feel like crying haha... i am still a soft person... and my tear glands are easier stimulated, like a water host...

Think i am losing my pride to make sense of it all...