Haha... my top 20 is suspended due to my own problems haha... anywae nobody will go following wads my top 20, its onli for my own reference lol... As usual, problems were not solved yet but i will still try to smile as much as possible, though its ugly for me smiling, but a big mouth that dont smile is wierd isnt it? haha...

Just realised that i have a long tym nv blog, erm should be a week... haha... for a talkative person like me its considered a long tym haha... last week was a terrible week still haha.. seldom got things can lighten up my mood, but i still try to make myself laugh over small little things, hopefully those will make or numb my sadness down in one way or another haha... worriness and sadness are still overwhelming, but i still gotta laugh all the way out in my life... i try not to be beaten by all those things.. haha... i am a warrior now...

Anyway i got alot of frens supporting me and consoling me... thanks alot my dear frensss... u guys are wonderful(sounds abit like wad ms world will sae rite?) haha... now my blog are starting to attract shen mi ke(mystery guest in chinese) haha... but thanks to their concern too..i somehow noe who are u all, but still not sure cuz there are still quite abit of possibilities haha...

My mood is downhearted, but i will do all my very best to lighten my frens one... no matter wad, i will alwaes be there like wad u guys are doing to me now... i will try my very best to help people who are in nid of help, but hopefully they do accept my 'reinforcement" lol..(anyhow use)

If everything is settled, i will join project superstar lol... very buay hiao bi rite? haha but i juz wanna get some experience of joining a competition... though its subjecting myself to unwanted or redundant stress lol... maybe i cant join if i'm working lol.. but if i join, boonching, ciliang, chingwei muz be my maids, then the rest will juz vote and create a fanclub for me wahaha... i noe i cant sing well but i will juz gif it my best shot lol... who noes i might be the nix william hung lol...

I bot a shirt at john little todae lol... its so nice lol... but the material abit thin... so can see my... erm lol...

Exam is coming in a couple of weeks time... I think my results are deteriorating... kinda scare, but hard to pull up my ankle socks... sigh...

Hanqun... Get ya big head thinking and studying!!!!!!