Its my 1st day of work in expo... SO TIRING... and busy too... the queue never fail to stop, until the last minute before we close lol... i am so damn tired todae lor haha... did packer job from 1.30-4 and cashier from 5-closing haha... i am realli belly tired... however, i never fail to smile to customers, and i realli saw alot of different characteristics and human nature behind customers of different race. I am not expressing and racism remarks, neither am i a racist haha... but i dont mind sharing what i experienced todae haha...

I happened to see alot of friendly malay customers todae... they noe that i am terribly busy doing the cashing and packing alone, and they offered their help in packing the stuffs of their own... i was so touched and happy when i saw that haha... and they are so kind and encouraging haha...

Another customer who marked an impression in my head is an indian couple... they are friendly, but the guy is very stingy and abit of greedy too... he wanna took a whole stack of my plastic bag away, which i am running out of supply... so i straight away stopp him and say," excuse me sir, i need the bag to pack for other customers... sorry... i dont haf enough.. i can give you 2 if you want..." So he took the 2 and walk away.. There is another indian lady who came alone with her kid, and she bought a real lot of stuffs haha... and she is SO FRIENDLY... keep on smiling to me also... so i try to provide the best service i have to her... and when she tries to put all the stuffs she bought in the baby trolley, i offered my help to her by asking her whether she need me to carry the stuffs outside to her car or any other form of transportation, even though she rejected my offer... But she is realli a polite and nice customer...

Well, chinese customers wise there are alot of 'dao' people... but there are also alot of friendly ones too...

This is an experience by a sales personnel, no racism remarks involved.. No stereotyping too...

I was pretty upset by my own colleagues though... some of them work as if they are the boss... and compare themself with you that he is faster and more efficient... this utterly pissed me off... if you are that great, do it yourself then... I am utterly disappointed that this person turned out to be like that... haizz... He realli act as though he is the boss sometimes... i wanna puke -_-

And i am well pissed off by a temporary staff... if you are stupid, please learn... i will be more than glad to coach and teach you along, step by step slowly... dont give me FUCKING excuse like you are tired. I am more tired than you a thousand times... my speed is faster than you in doing the cashing, though i know you are not experienced yet... LEARN... and u made a DAMN stupid mistake that make the people to start pointing finger at me and sae i din teach properly... FUCK to all those assholes who said that... point the finger to yourself 1st before to me, as you assholes dont even bother to take the initiative in teaching her... i wont hesitate to scold if this happens again.. i am not a gentle kind soul to be maligned for nothing... even though i will still teach patiently...

Diana came with her mum and aunt todae haha... hopefully in the days to come i will be able to see more friends coming to expo and visit me... *er xin hahaha...

Die... this thought of mine is getting deeper and deeper... and it starts to bury its roots in my heart... i am worried, and i cant control myself... i am in the verge of giving up something for another... help... i need help......

I am forsaken by love in reality. Hopefully it won't leave me in my dreams, for which it's the only place I can taste the love that I truely wants...