Somehow during this few days, i keep thinking and thinking... dunno what went wrong actually... its kind of frustrating as i cant find the root of the problem, or should i say i cant even find the problem... guess i have to keep on twisting my brain for answer...

I guess the problem still lies with me... but i juz cant find the root of the prob as well as the prob... too bad.. i am FOREVER ignorant i suppose.. i wanna find out what is the misunderstanding or whatever things that lead to this...

I am useless... i guess there muz be some catalytic enzymes catalysing the bond within us... any inhibitor can inhibits these enzymes? i am realli super depress right now...

Somebody might say i am digging my own grave... but i juz haf a believe that somehow he needs our concern... i wanna express mine... and i realli hope he accepts...

Lets see how things goes ba... this is what i can do the most... for a helpless and useless guy's limit...

We care...