Disappointment = Drive to work harder
Yesterday wasnt the good day for me until nite haha... the whole afternoon i was super restless and abit disappointed... i believe i am not a good message conveyer, or i dont haf the importance to be listened... but well, i did whatever i am supposed to and still, people might not want to give it an acknowledgement... its alrite... i just feel that helping out isnt a good thing cuz 1stly, there are people who just dont give u the appreciation, and secondly, when u did the wrong thing, all of them will just shoot u down.. so sometime i was wondering whats the point of doing it.. friends just keep me going, but i wonder how long can i stand strong hahahah...
Got back my bpharm today.. 15/28 was a pathetic score for a person who studied.. felt super sad and disappointed initially.. but once i sort out my thought, i arrived to this conclusion:
Disappointment = Drive to work harder
Thats what i am thinking now, and i will work harder... i dont wanto disappoint myself again and again haha...
At night, i was having my dinner and watching tv... kanghwee called me! lolll.. asking for mahjong haha... i was so damn excited and happy la hahah... and we meet at terence house for mahjong at 830 lol... thats the best man lolll... all my stress are relieved lol...
Alrite i got a couple of things to complete by today, but i am falling sick soon... yesterdae was just the onset.. during CSAS, i zao xia-ed when i raised my voice haha... and while playing mahjong, i was couging like nobody's business haha... and now, i cant tok loll... gotta drink alot of water liao...
Cheer up hanqun:D
You're my everything =D