Gotta push myself...
Had AHDis 2 tutorial quiz and bpharm quiz today haha... AHDis 2 is a goner straight haha... wanto to revise but forget to bring notes lolll... Good joke haha...
As for bpharm wise, its a simple paper... realli its super easy.. but i just cant get any addition mark to get a B+ i suppose haha... praying hard that i will get a B haha... gotta buck up...
Oh well things dont go smoothly for me during these few days... so many things happened haha... i shall talk about it in sequence...
Sun : din go to work cuz gotta stay at home to take care of dad... i messaged auntie jane to inform duty manager... cuz i am not sure who in charge in the morning... auntie jane already workin in the morning, so i am not afraid or worried that morning nobody to cover... and soon after i messaged, my manager, kamal called me and give me a thrashing...
Kamal: Why you never come to work?
Me: I have to take care of my dad today, i messaged auntie jane already.
Kamal: Why u never sae earlier? dont think that i am easy going then you all can take me for granted.
Me: I am not those people whom u are refering to, and as if i noe my dad would be sick like that... if i noe i still tell you at this time... this is realli unfair to me you noe anot... i am not like those person you are refering to and you just scold me like them... what is this? not as if morning nobody working... i already come last week when i am sick then now you still say this type of thing?
After i scolded him, his attitude changed, 360 degree changed... i hate people dont use their brain but asshole to think... i dont care whether you are a manager or who, i will just scold if you are the one raising your voice at me whereby i am not wrong... i just cant stand working in john little anymore, seriously... out of the 2 years there i never felt this way before... guess the enviroment really sucks bad nowadays... i still got 3 months to persevere through... please let me have my peaceful days during these 3 months...
Then as for today... went to collect CSAS exercise and all... and guess what ms chew said...
Ms Chew: I was looking for you the whole day during friday and i cant find you... i even went up to the lab and find you all...
Me: I had lesson since 8 to 340pm... after my lesson i came to find you and you were not around...
Then she gave stupid face...
I suppose sure alot people grumble that why i give out the notes and all at this time... but well, i hope people can put themselve into my smelly shoe haha... i did what i am supposed to le... haiz... i am not the one volunteering to do all these, its juz that its good to help others... but well, its kind of sad whereby so many misunderstandings but people might not understand the reasons behind it haha... especially my own teacher... pretty disappointed though... i expect another series of thrashing again during wednesday... i still have a few sets of notes for CSAS, and i am not sure whether those are the extras or people simply didnt take... i made my announcement loud and clear but i guess there might still be lost sheeps all around haha... guess i did a very bad job in all these... maybe i shall just wash my hands out from these...
So demoralised... i think that i am a good worker in john little... and what i got is this type of shit haha... its kind of sad isnt it? people dont appreciate what you did, they onli see the front and being stereotypic... but i still not those type of people that always care for myself and being selfish one...
Nevermind, tml will be a new day... but meanwhile i got a list of things to complete before i am going to spend the whole day reading for my LAST quiz haha...
- CSAS cover letting 2nd draft
- CSAS editing exercise
- CSAS job fit
- LAST research
All these must be done by tonight haha... gotta push myself through cuz i just slept 2 hours onli haha...
I need to save for baby's medical fee once again haha... gotta be thrifty as well lol...
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