How am i?...
Well these few days i have been thinking how am i as a fren, a son, a buddy, a senior, and many other roles i am in others' life... its hard to do well in each and every single role, or even if so much u did, others might not appreciate lol... but nevertheless, i will still try my best... but one thing i can confirm 100% is, i am a bad son haha...
Come to think of it, i hope, and i do realli hope that lightning can juz strike me and let me go to hell haha... the myth of saying unfilial son will be striked by lightning as a punishment, and i am still waiting lol.. cuz ending my miserable life can do good to loads of people lol...
However, since i am not dead yet, i will still continue to play my role, be it people thinking that its annoying haha... but if there are people stopped me, i will 'stop my service' and not going for the extra mile lol.. i thought of something todae, which is i am going to set up my own store, and mind my own business lol... i myself do hope people can appreciate my effort whenever i help them haha... its kind of fake for saying i dont hope for anything in return... but true indeed i dont hope for any materialistic returns but a word of thanks and thats it... well, things dont go the way u wish or plan it to be... there bound to be rebounds lolll... and i still hope that i can be appreciated, but well, wake up hanqun lolll.. this isnt the fairytale u read when u were young... wake up the idea and get going lol...
Nevertheless, one bad example doesnt mean that i am going to be stereotype... i am not those stereotypical person i guess haha.. i will still continue to go for the extra mile lol... of cuz i dont hope for a gems card in return lol.. but i do hope that my frens they will noe i am always there haha... some people might think i might as well dont be there, well, i will still leave my presence and my foot steps there lol... however, it does annoyed the person lol... so i was wondering should i continue, or should i juz let it be... well thats not a decision making time, i still feel that i should continue lol... though i got a new store to look after, cuz i need to mind my own business lolll...
I think i dont talk about this thing here, cuz even i myself feels super sad while talking lol... i shall say what i did todae lol...
8-9am, apel... wow thats the only lesson i have for the day... and after that, i am like a soul wandering aimlessly lolll... but heng got diana, stacia, rahrah, mathilda, cindy, jacilyn and joanne, ah peck they all lol.. it was realli very fun lol.. i am going to read lorencia's blog and see stacia's classic expression, it is damn hilarious and i cant stop laughing lolll...
Wow tml i will get to see alot of new faces loll... and i am all prepared for it... jia you then...
You're my everything =D