I am tired...
I am tired, both mentally and physically... din go to school today... feels so sian whenever i am on mc... its like i missed so much of the lessons and i need to make up for it...
Stress is building up... piling up like a mountain... both internal and external stress:(
I am so troubled recently... but well i am living each day happily... but i still feel super sian.. smile hanqun:)
However, when i know my fren is happy, i feels super happy for her too haha... i believe she will know we all are happy for her also:)
When will all these ends? or is it they will haunt my life until my end reaches the end? haha... i am always in a battle... no less, but more haha...
Smile and smile... eventually i can cry with smile:)
Well i need to study for so many upcoming quizzes... tml still working, so is sunday... but for the sake of money haha... quitting in 5 weeks time haha... i need my weekends back... its been so long since i can have the weekends staying at home and stone haha... its boring but i simply needs the rest haha... and mahjong... i miss mahjong so much, but just dont get the chance to play... thats so sad... major route of happiness and destress is not in my hands haha...
Once i quit, that every saturday i must sleep and i must listen to this particular song -- 张悬 - 喜欢... its the song that makes me think of the past saturdays during my secondary school... its just the right song to be played during those afternoons haha...
I must remember to tell myself to be happy...
You're my everything =D