Rest In Peace Ratfles...
Ratfles is a common rat born probably around 1 week ago... some people found it and i accepted it and promised that i will hand raise this little boy... yupz its a common rat and to many people, putting down is the best option ever... but to me, i believe that if i can save a life, why not? it is true that rats are pest, but they have their cute side as well... what's my plan is i am going to hand raise it until it is big enough to be released, or even keeping it as a pet if time allows, but ya, all these plans ended today.
Just yesterday i had a fight over this issue with some annoying personnel in zoo... well he is notorious for been the most annoying person ever... its my courtesy that i have to tell him that there is a rat donated, and prior to that, there is a snapping turtle donated as well. this guy told Dr Oh that we have to accept every animal that is donated. so we accepted that rat too. well never did i expect that idiot to blasted and insisted that i have to put down that fellow. i strongly disagreed of cuz. suggestions like this rat can be fed to the leeches came up and i ignored that totally.
So Ratfles stayed with me since sunday... i gave him milk and yogurt and he is simply too adorable... everytime i wanna put it back to its cage, it refuses to leave my hands and soon he will fall asleep soundly on my hand... and all these little actions making me getting more and more affectionate with him...
Today i tot of bringin him to work since nobody at home can take care of him... but i was stucked in a traffic jam... the bus is too cold and i cant do anything to keep him warm... its all my fault for been such a bad care taker... i simply suck... i just cant forgive myself for that... when i wanto feed him in the morning after the meeting, i sensed something wrong.. he is shivering and breathing abdominally.. i brought it for pure oxygen but it din recover much... i use warm pad to provide warmth but nothing much i can do to help him... he is struggling for his last breathe and eventually, he left for heaven on my palm... i holded back my tears and tried to cool myself down, so i went to wash the dens and do my work... but i just cant do it... the tears just roll down along my cheeks while i am cleaning Inca's den... and yupz i am holding back the rest... plan to cry when i am going home... but when i told Anwar about the death, the tap in my eyes was turned on and tears flow down like river... yupz i looked silly crying over a rat, but its my 1st hand raise animal and the affection i have with him is so deep... sorry but thanks to anwar, lita and mulyadi for been there with me while i am crying like a baby...
In the evening, i buried Ratfles behind the ward... I really hope that he will be living happily in heaven as an angel... Goodbye Ratfles, thanks so much for bringing me this wonderful but short memories... I am so sorry...
Rest In Peace Ratfles... You will always be part of my memory and always be in my heart...
You're my everything =D
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Microchipping a Royal Python...
Do I look like a professional pathologist? LOL...
Oh No! The drown pelican is taking its revenge...
To me as well :(
Dont mess with me!
Doing PM of the Sealion with Dr Oh and Anwar...
Washing up....jpg)
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At Marie's place... Din noe that i was taken in this pic again haha...
Smile!