A good rojak of feelings...
Finally i am back to my course haha... after a 2wks MC... and i wasnt ooc-ed... so i really feel damn happy... not only happy, but more to appreciative... really thanks to those people who are willing to help me... especially staff terry haha... thanks alot to my friends too:)
Well there are ups and downs when i am back of course... maybe i am being too sensitive, OR maybe some other people being too unsensitive... i still think that the latter one is more valid... was really pissed off on wednesday regarding some issues, despite the fact that we are having nights out... oh well i still think that i did the correct thing, but i hope those people who always dont spare a thought for other's feeling will do so in future, cuz it sucks... worst still, knowing the fact that u did this is wrong, and yet purposely ask for forgiven... well i will only give u 2 words - NO WAY.
Dad called me yesterday and said that baby is not doing good... i was very worried definitely... i really feel very scare because i hope nothing will happen to her... she is my love one and i cant afford to lose her.. the worries simply made my eyes tear uncontrollably... thanks so much to andre, zhilun and guanhua, for being there to give me their warm consolation...
Anyway the 1st thing i book out today was to rush back and see baby's condition.. not that good as compared to last week because her stomach is very bloated and her body is not that strong... nevertheless she is still hanging there and her affections touches me deeply... i really love you baby...
Found 1 lizard in indoor range on monday... if i am not wrong its a changable lizard.. its rather cute i would say, but baby animals are all adorable haha... shall try to raise it, oops i think i indirectly made it as a pet haha... shall not give any names now until the condition is stabilised..
Tml i am going out with zhilun and guanhua for some karaoke session.. but i am having a bad throat still haha... well i cant sing anyway, am i right zhilun?! so it doesnt make any difference i guess haha... but going out with them is fun haha.. just like the dim sum outing 2wks ago haha...
Alrights shall continue nix time then... probably tml lol... gor gor loves you baby:)
You're my everything =D