So many worries, so unhappy, so...
Feeling very down now... not at this specific moment, its all along like this... well i always think that i am a good actor sometimes because i can just show off the happier side of mine and entertain people... however sometimes i just cant help but to emo in front of my friends... i apologise for that, but i just need to vent things out...
My closest friends will always know what my top worries are and some of my unhappiness... needless to say, baby's condition is a constant and prolong worry for me... that's my top priority in life right now... i only got one big head, but yet the worries and problems i have is filling it to the max... probably one day i will explode and breakdown...
Initially i wanted to meet zhilun n guanhua for some singing session.. but due to my bad throat and slight fever, i have no choice but to call for a cancel... really feel like singing! argh haha...
Tonight will be a night of TV haha... and i also wanto pack my room because it's in a disastrous state again! faints...
I will be fine... I will be ok... Hopefully:)
You're my everything =D