Move Along
Yesterday was my 23rd birthday. Did not have any spectacular celebration. Just a nice gathering with Eugene, Yanchang and Ah Chui. Thats the company which I wont even expect to meet up on my birthday, but they made time for me. Its really touching. I am really grateful for that. Thanks alot people!
On this day, I found out that my ex-great buddy deleted me on facebook. How nice of him man. Oh well I hope the whole clique will delete me as well soon haha. Make it once and for all. No reasons still. But I know the main thing is, I am fucked up.
I will treat this as a wake up call. I will move on from it. Its definitely disheartening, but guess I deserves it. The only sad thing is nobody actually put themselves into my shoe. All of them think that they deserves the best, but never spare a thought for me. Well I guess thats life. Individualism.
I will cut away my sarchasm. I will just do what I am suppose to do. But I seriously cannot guarantee for another blow up if fucked up things happen again, though I will try my best to control.
Feels like crying yesterday. I realised I seldom have a Happy Birthday. Its just sad things happening one after another. Maybe I really deserves such treatment. But I am really very sad. We shall see how many people will clap for me on the coming cohesion when I will get my birthday card, if there is any.
Today the dwalfies will be coming to celebrate with me. I am really thankful for that. I hope that will drown my sorrow. I really hope so.
Happy Birthday to Baby Lee. I love you and miss you so much. Happy Birthday to Handy. You are my only motivation at work. I love you all!
You're my everything =D